dooms day

Well my friends, the day has finally come

my computer is officially, 100% positively, and completly

 

dead.

 

It always had just a little crack in the screen

well not always

{I still love you mommy}

But I went to turn it on the other day

....  and nothing ....

the black screen of death was staring back at me

 

 

Then yesterday I turned it on and I got a little bit of color

[it looked something like this]
 

 

 

 

and if I'm really lucky

sometimes I can get to this screen

 

blue! that's a good sign right?

 

 

tis true

it is a very sad sad day

 

 

that being said
I wont be posting nearly as often as I would like
 

 no interenet or computer

this stinks so bad.

it also totally complicates my decision of what to do  for next semester too

 

Life is way to crazy at the moment.

and I'm really not liking it.

 

 

 

I feel like my computer

 

fighting to stay alive

 but only being able to put out so much color and emotion

other than that, I'm just a black screen

totally numb to life and feelings

 

 

 

God please send me some answers.

I need strength and wisdom.

Lead my down the right path and guide me in my decision making

 

Love Always <3

Lexi